Are any of these guys married (or engaged) now? – Any of the Clique? No marriage. No engagements either. But there are some of the friends I know who are married at my age.

How long did you date Lee and did you ever introduce her to your parents?
– I met her in March, 2017, and I left for Mexico October 6th, 2017. So let’s say full 7 months.

And no. I haven’t introduced her to my parents. It never ran across my mind to date anyone at the moment. I made clear to her that I just am not sure whether I would want to go out with anyone at the moment.

She didn’t like it. She wanted to make things very official with me. I guess it was a part of my fault for continuing to give her the false hopes of ‘maybe one day I will tell everyone that she is my gf.’

It took me 2 years from Jan. 2017 to overcome my past relationship with my ex-fiance. I loved her. Though I couldn’t see her any more after our break-up, she lived in my heart for at the least 2 years. I mean, I obviously understood that there was no way to be back with her. At the moment I was just in no state to let anyone in my heart.

Every night I had to be put to sleep after guzzling down the alcohol. The reality in Korea was stark contrast compared to the reality I was living in the United States of America. I felt miserable and just wanted to enjoy a company. Nothing more nothing less. Call me that I am a fucking trash, but that’s what I wanted and at the least I made it in the beginning crisp clear with Lee that I have no intentions to be in any relationship.

I was still aching and every day and night the emotional attack used to hide me in the dark and push me down permanently.

She said she’d wait for my return home even from Mexico, but I told her I wouldn’t return (though I returned and saw her. I gave her gifts from Mexico.)